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- me: wow I'm fat
- me: maybe I look ok
- me: I AM PERFECT THE WAY I AM
- me: I'm fucking disgusting I'm losing weight now
- me: I am more than just my weight!
- me: who the fuck cares about anything
- me: I AM SO FAT.
- me: idk curves are beautiful i am beautiful
- me: i hate myself
- me: *stands up*
- me: *gets head rush*
- me: *vision goes blurry and white*
- me: *hears ringing noise and stumbles*
- me: I am literally the healthiest person alive. Stay hydrated.
Everyday
- Me: Gotta restrict, restrict, restrict, let's aim for 500 calories today
- Me: *realizes I have unhealthy habits and binges* Eating disorders are bad, so yay me for recovery!
- Me: Oh my god I ate myself for eating, I'm never eating again.
- Me: *repeats every single day*
I want to be skinny
I want sweatpants to look cute on me
I want oversize sweaters to look cute on me
I want thigh high socks to look cute on me
I want bad angles to still look cute
I want shorts to look cute
I want crop tops to look cute
I want to look cute when I snack
I want to look cute when I’m being lazy
I want to be the thin one
I want to be the small one
I want to be skinny
- Me with others: omg are you hungry? Have you eaten?? Want me to make you something??
- Me with myself: hush bitch you ain't hungry you had an apple yesterday
I want to feel my protruding bones. I want to wear too big sweatshirts and look so sweet in them. I want to have dizziness from lack of food. I want them to say, “eat, you’re too skinny”. I want my skin to be pale, like paper. I do not want to be afraid of the touch of others. I want people to worry about me. I want the store to not be my size. I want the boys to raise me by surprise. I want the clothes hanging on me like on hanger. I’m not hungry for food anymore.
Me to tumblr: i want to die, i’m so depressed
Me to my therepist: honestly Susan, i’ve never felt better
me: eats 1,500 cals in one day
me: i fucking KNEW it i’m a fake and my whole illness is a lie wow i can’t believe i thought i was sick